Volume One

by Kyle M. Terrizzi

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Dustin Letting go of an old moniker and adopting his own name, Kyle has released a batch of songs that, funny enough, feel more vulnerable, daring and free than ever before. Favorite track: Backbone.
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released July 1, 2015

written and performed by Kyle M. Terrizzi.
recorded and mixed by Scott McDowell.

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Track Name: Crying
Fall for you
Why would you let me fall for you
First above all the things I was always scared to do

Carry on
Why would you let me carry on
Thinking your heart was here if the love you felt was gone

Taking off
if you're taking off and leaving this way

Did I scare you off forever this time
Just 'cause I'm crying

Come to this
It's hard to believe it's come to this
Who would have ever thought I'd come this far to miss

Love to me
Why does it feel like love to me
Like I'm on the edge of what I was always meant to be

Of saying the things I was scared to
Trying to keep you there

Taking off
if you're taking off and leaving this way

Did I scare you off forever this time
Just 'cause I'm crying

Did I scare you off forever this time
Just 'cause I'm...

...running from the years I lost the way
Coming home in tears that I am streaming for you, babe
The first to show the hand he's got
Wants to know you'll stay or not
I'm still whatever made you fall for me

Did I scare you off forever this time
Just 'cause I'm crying
Track Name: Falling in Love
Just before we met I was as low as you can get
It's like your love's the light that I have longed to see
But once I let you in I've got to learn that in the end
You're not the one that I have built you up to be

If it helps you take to heart
The words of those who say
That love is hell 'cause I am bitter from defeat
Take it or leave it

Am I falling in love to only
Say I'm falling in love

Why should we pretend if we are speeding toward the end
To me it's not the life that I intend to lead
'Cause after we commit it will be harder to admit if it
Is every bit as bad as I believe

If it helps you take to heart
The words of those who say
That love is hell 'cause I am bitter from defeat
Take it or leave it

Am I falling in love to only
Say I'm falling in love
Can I promise and know I'll be honest
When the day for honesty comes

Hard to believe I would ever
Hard to believe I could ever be
All this waiting forever
Falling for you

Am I falling in love to only
Say I'm falling in love
Can I promise and know I'll be honest
When the day for honesty comes
Track Name: Dearly Departed
I thought I'd be good with you gone
The memories would fade before long
Plenty of other good fish in the sea, I bet

I thought I'd get used to the pain
But all I can speak is your name
Barely a thought for the wreck you would leave, I guess

Am I as wrong as you
Say if you need me to
Am I so far away that you feel I left
I can not believe that

Take back the way we parted
Get back the flame we started
Dearly beloved, say that we won't become
So dearly departed

I thought I could push you away
It's harder to do than say
Maybe you're gone but you're never as far as I wish

I thought I could live like before
But can't find the strength anymore
When every thought's just a memory of things I miss

Am I as wrong as you
Say if you need me to
Am I so far away that you feel I left
I can not believe that

Take back the way we parted
Get back the flame we started
Dearly beloved, say that we won't become
So dearly departed

All I wanted was some time
To gather my things when you left me
It's so unfair of me but I'm
Trying to be near if you let me
Just say if you're lonely
Don't ask me to leave
'Cause I'm there if you wondered
Whatever that means

Am I as wrong as you
Say if you need me to
Am I so far away that you feel I left
I can not believe that

Take back the way we parted
Get back the flame we started
Dearly beloved, say that we won't become
So dearly departed
Track Name: Backbone
I want to keep on going
But haven't got the heart
I need your help to finish
But I need it from the start
The world should keep on spinning
The cares of one are small
Who am I to think you're meant to be
Concerned for me at all

'Cause you would always say to hold
The hand of someone else
You never want to hear the worst
To see it for yourself

Backbone

The thoughts I have mean nothing
Got nothing good to say
I'm blind leading the blind
It's only leading me astray
The life you think I'm living
Is barely one at all
But I'm fine you needn't mind me
I keep waving you along

'Cause you would always say to hold
The hand of someone else
You never want to hear the worst
To see it for yourself

Said that I would come to see
You wanted me to grow
To thank you for the way you only
Treated me to show backbone

Shattered to think I could ask anymore
Said I would see when you're gone
You scattered like leaves
When I needed you most
You've always run

'Cause you would always say to hold
The hand of someone else
You never want to hear the worst
To see it for yourself

Said that I would come to see
You wanted me to grow
To thank you for the way you only
Treated me to show backbone
Track Name: Can I Come Home?
Just hear me out, try to be kind
Listen to this, then pay me no mind
I'm a wreck, but nothing to grieve
Just say the word, and I promise to leave
Though I'd break, I know I can't ask you to stake
The rest of your best when you've already given it

Don't take my call
Don't break my fall
Maybe it's best I finally get
What's coming to me

'Cause I knew when I left
I had no place to go
I've been waiting for love
On the side of the road and I'm scared
I might have lost you forever
But can I come home

There's nothing to do, nothing to say
No words forgive, no means can convey my regret
Got no tears to fake, to make a request I've no right to make
But I'll wait, won't be resolved knowing you ain't
I'd rather be left than be wrongly forgiven

Don't take my call
Don't break my fall
Maybe it's best I finally get
What's coming to me

'Cause I knew when I left
I had no place to go
I've been waiting for love
On the side of the road and I'm scared
I might have lost you forever
But can I come home

Take back the tears that I caused you
For leaving and calling it love?
Take back the years that I should have been
Here but had given you up

'Cause I knew when I left
I had no place to go
I've been waiting for love
On the side of the road and I'm scared
I might have lost you forever
But can I come home
Track Name: I Could Be Yours (If You Want)
Why do I expect to be your own
Stand above the best you got
Be the one the rest could not

Why am I content to be alone
To be the one to bend their heart
Friends that we pretend to be but aren't

You turn me on the way that I should
You light me up the way that I could
But you're so cold to me

Tell me how does it feel to amaze who you love
To know I could be yours if you want

How do I intend to bleed a stone
Give the more you say you want
Hold ya till you cave, then what

Why do I pretend to be consoled
I feel the love you say you don't
Want who I pretend you'll be but what won't

You turn me on the way that I should
You light me up the way that I could
But you're so cold to me

Tell me how does it feel to amaze who you love
To know I could be yours if you...

Say the word, the engine starts
The fire burning belts the hottest heat
That's ever breathed inside of me.

Sirens call me, oceans drums
The stars are falling
Help, can't someone keep
My heart from beating out of me

Tell me how does it feel to amaze who you love
To know I could be yours if you want
Track Name: Slow Engineer
Slow engineer, take your time
No hurry here, I don't mind
Either way I'll ride and watch the years
Pass us by
So close to tears, but it's fine

Why should I complain
You carry my remains
The burden of the blame
It is hard, it can't be light
Why should I complain

Slow engineer, don't look back
Save your eyes to steer rusted tracks
Keep on holding tight to the wheel
Might as well
Maybe you were right and time will heal
I can't tell

Why should I complain
You carry my remains
The burden of the blame
It is hard, it can't be light
Why should I complain